UNBEARABLE PAIN----

I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER SEE THE UNBEARABLE PAIN YOU CAUSED ME
YOU TORE NOT JUST OUR LIVES BUT ALSO OUR HEART N SOUL
THE GRAVITY OF YOUR DEED YOU WILL NEVER SEE
COS YOU ARE OUT THERE LIVING IN GAY ABANDON FREE


THE SHATTERED LIVES ARE SCATTERED AROUND
BLINDED BY YOUR PRIDE EGO AND GREED YOU MOCKED AT US AND FROWNED
WHILE OUR TORTURED TORMENTED LIVES TARGETED BY YOU AND YOUR HEARTLESS CROWD
WERE  WILTING AND WITHERING- YOU YOUR BRUTAL ATTACKS & ATROCITIES CROWNED N SCOWLED


CAN YOU WILL YOU WONT YOU EVER SEE THIS FAMILY'S PAIN
THE UNCONTROLLABLE CRIES FROM DEPTHS UNKNOWN CAUSED PURELY FOR YOUR PERSONAL GAIN
CAUGHT BETWEEN THE URGE TO NOT FEIGN IM SANE AND GO TOTALLY INSANE
THE PLEASURE OF OUR IMMENSE PAIN TO YOU IS PURE COCAINE


THE NEVER ENDING TEARS ARE PRECIOUS DROPS OF BLOOD --
THAT KEEPS FLOWING AS THE GAIN KEEPS GROWING
SOMEWHERE WITHIN YOU WILL BE KNOWING THE ROCKS YOU KEPT THROWING
SOMEDAY WILL BE YOUR OWN UNDOING --REMEMBER KARMA WILL NEVER BE FORGIVING
KARMA WILL BE YOUR UNDOING

BHAGWAN KE GHAR MEIN DER HAIN ANDHER NAHIN

WHY WE GO THRU WHAT WE GO THRU I DONT THINK ANY OF US KNOW

KARMA???????

WE CANNOT DISPEL DARKNESS WITH STICKS AND STONES IT CAN ONLY BE DISPELLED BY LIGHT---SO I CHOOSE TO --AS THERE IS NOT ENOUGH DARKNESS IN THIS WORLD TO PUT OUT THE LIGHT OF EVEN ONE SMALL CANDLE

THOUSANDS OF CANDLES CAN BE LIT FROM A SINGLE ONE--AND ITS LIFE NO LESS DIMINISHED ---LIFE INCREASES EXPONENTIALLY WITH LOVE

SPREAD AND SHARE UNCONDITIONALLY

LOVE N LIGHT----LOVE N LIGHT----LOVE N LIGHT-----LOVE N LIGHT

BROKE MY HEART SEEING THIS--A CRY FOR JUSTICE

IF IM WRONG I CAN PAY THE PRICE
HEAR ME HEAR ME ----YOU WHO DENIED ME JUSTICE
I CRY TODAY FROM MY HEART
BUT THE LORD ABOVE SEES AND KNOWS ALL

IN MY 6/4 CELL YOU WONT HEAR MY ANGUISHED CRIES
WHILE YOU PARTY AND ENJOY THIS GROSS INJUSTICE
ALL IT TOOK WAS FOR ALL OF YOU TO BE EXTRA SMART
BUT THE LORD ABOVE SEES AND THESE WALLS OF LIES SOON SHALL FALL

LOOK ---OBSERVE----AND KNOW

AN APPEAL FOR MY LIFE---HOW CAN YOU LIVE KNOWING -----

THE TRUTH----THE TRUTH ABOVE ALL--THE TRUTH THAT HE IS INNOCENT OF WHAT HES BEING PUNISHED FOR

ANGER, FRUSTRATION ,REVENGE , ---WHAT JUSTIFIES DESTROYING SOMEONES LIFE?

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED--IMAGINE WOMEN?

ITS A PRICE YOU CANNOT AFFORD TO PAY---FREEDOM

THINK THINK THINK---CONTEMPLATE WHAT DID HE DO FOR YOU TO DO THIS TO HIM?

LA DAME SANS MERCI-----HAVE MERCY---NOONE DESERVES THIS----YOU KNOW THAT 

THERE ARE ACTUAL VICTIMS WHO HAVE ACTUALLY SUFFERED AT THE HANDS OF MONSTERS---WHAT DID THIS SOUL DO TO YOU?

BRUISED YOUR EGO?  ANTAGONIZED YOUR SELF ESTEEM? MADE YOU FEEL UNCONTROLLABLE ANGER - ANIMOSITY- AVERSION---

                                               BUT

DID HE ACTUALLY DO WHAT YOU ACCUSED HIM OF?

DID HE ? DID HE? DID HE?

YOU KNOW THE TRUTH AND EVEN IF YOU GET THE COURT HERE TO CONDEMN AN INNOCENT MAN KNOW THERE IS A COURT ABOVE THAT KNOW ALL SEES ALL AND WILL MAKE SURE WE PAY FOR ALL---GOOD OR BAD

I WANT NOTHING NOTHING AT ALL BUT THE TRUTH FROM YOU---AT LEAST ONE OF YOU START WITH THE TRUTH--ON GOD PLEASE ---I PLEAD  I BEG I CRY TO YOU TO HAVE SOME COMPASSION ----

JUSTICE IS BY MEANS BY WHICH ESTABLISHED INJUSTICES ARE SANCTIONED

YOU DONT AND SHOULD NOT BE PART OF THIS CRUEL INJUSTICE CALLED JUSTICE

ANAND MY ANAND----

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER??????

Pain unimaginable pain you wonderf if physical trauma can be as


excrutiating as mental agony ---as your soul is ripped apart and


 your mind seems to run helter skelter the commotion which you 




kind of become numb to slowly but surely the pain numbs you---


its a paralytic totally senseless state of being that you transcend to 


NUMB




This numbness does dissolve and degenerate your inner being and


 though you might or might not actually survive you are 


emotionally dead-




Makes you stronger---since it kills your feelings--Man without 


feelings is as strong as it gets